gatoraid

movies watched in past week:
grave of the fireflies
he loves me he loves me not
the little prince

pain i have experianced this past week:

-summet mountain. hike a lot. sort of draining. fun though.
-get braces. not too bad. i get compliments on them. even from strangers. very unexpected.
-get food poisoning, my body expelled liquids, head throbbed, eyes hardly worked, my insides were inflamed and my muscles burned and ached from 6pm to 5 am.

in the past 24 hours i have consumed only gatoraid.

and i get my septum pierced tomorrow
school is out however. this is good. but being sick has made me feel depressed and lately have low self-esteem. i am distracting myself from having feelings about what has happened in april as much as possible. focusing on materialistic things is the best remedy. i don't know how i feel about it all. i guess that was the point.

some things can't be fixed.