Monday, July 6

netflix

feel shitty all the time it's night and everyone is shutting down but my body sayyyys
it wants to sleep but the process of falling asleep brings anxieties
they are fireworks inside the ribs, hot and wet like white molten light
melting organs quietly
trying to replace sleep with artificial light
someone used to tell me i should be angry and finally i am and it is disgusting; input to my ears, input to my eyes, it feels disgusting. input to my brain feels disgusting. lorem ipsum